“Sometimes in my own practice I use the image of holding something very fragile, very precious, as if I had something made of glass in my hand. If I were to grab it too tightly, it would shatter and break, but if I were to get lazy or negligent, my hand would open and the fragile object would fall and break. So I just cradle it, I’m in touch with it, I cherish it. That’ s the way we can be with each breath. We don’t want to grab it too tightly or be too loose; too energized or too relaxed. We meet and cherish this moment, this breath, one breath at a time.”
#RealHappiness: The Power of Meditation
For me the fear floods in when it is the past the I regret I and the future that I dread. Paths not taken, leads not followed, hands rejected, potentials unfulfilled. Futures unknown and unknowable, filled with loneliness, poverty of the spirit and mind, an inability to build anything new or permanent. Stagnant and still.
My learning is to hold today as the delicate, ephemeral bloom it is, touch its beauty and richness now, and cherish it as it is. However bruised and imperfect. Not for what it was or will be. Observing the now, living the now, fully present in the now.
My resolve is to do this for only this breath. Now.